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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
12:43 am - midnight rant
why don't we get jewish holidays off? like, not even the important ones. life could be much less complicated.

sometimes when you're like "can i have tomorrow's work/have an extension on this project? i'll be in synagogue all day, fasting and purifying my soul and will have no time to work" teachers just stare at you and say "well, you can turn it in late," implying that it'll have points taken off.

or they bring it up before you do "if anyone will be celebrating the jewish holiday, they don't have to do tonight's homework" and that is always much appreciated.

but anyway, i should really really procrastinate less.

current mood: tired

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Sunday, March 25th, 2007
10:02 am - weekends and things
so far i've had quite a lovely weekend. my aunt a sisters went shopping for eliana's bat mitzvah dress. they found one, but ellyn and i still need to go.

instead i got a very nice pair of red boots with giselle and elise. i'm not sure what to wear them with, though.

and now it's sunday and i have to do lots of homework.

au revoir.

current mood: content

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Sunday, March 18th, 2007
9:43 am - maple sugaring
i'm going maple sugaring today.
and i have a ton of stuff to do. i should have done my homework yesterday, but the caseys came over for dinner. paul probably thinks i'm like the biggest idiot. before we were in the same grade, i had a crush on him at one point. oh lala.

i have become such a nervous, anxious person. i was getting stressed out over MCAS and figuring out my schedule for next year. it's embarassing. i started crying in the car, when aaron was driving me to get some ingredients for a dessert i was making last night because i asked him about whaat classes to take and that led to MCAS. and i can't even blame it on anything else because nothing else is going on.

i can't wait till summer. i have a job teaching swimming to little kids, but it's really more of just playing with them in the pool and making sure no one drowns. and then i might have a job at a tomato farm. and hopefully my liscence.

which reminds me! okay, this is so cool. both the cadillac and the bmw (convertible!) are legally my cars because insurance will be a little less that way. and when my dad was driving me over to the insurance place, we saw a used car dealer that had just the car he wanted, so he bought it. it's a honda odyssey, an automatic, so i'll actually start driving now.

i haven't driven much because our cars are awful.
*subaru - we just sold out it, stick-shift, and its engine was shot (it sounded like a helicopter). we couldn't drive it over 4 miles without the engine seriously overheating. and yes, someone did actually pay money for it.
*bmw - also stick, and we only drive it during the summer. i have driven it though (in a parking lot)
*cadillac - aside from being the size of a steamboat,the first time i drove it the brake kind of caught and was wearing out the whole hour i was driving. when my dad took over, he was like "wow. there is something wrong with this car. i hope we can make it home." i haven't driven it since.

over and out

current mood: excited

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Saturday, December 2nd, 2006
9:37 pm - facebook
too late. i did.

and i have very few friends on it so help me out!

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6:01 pm - facebook
should i get a facebook?

current mood: apathetic

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Thursday, November 16th, 2006
4:23 pm - heeelllllllllloooooooooooooooooo??
where are you all?

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Friday, November 10th, 2006
11:50 am - november 17
who else has plans? (no need to say what they are)

anyone have a white dress about my size that i could borrow? i would greatly appreciate it and take good care of it and wash it before i return it and be your slave for life . . .

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Saturday, October 28th, 2006
3:46 pm - weekendlyness
i got my hair cut. and i got bangs.

it does not look so good. i have it pinned back, but i could only find one clip so i couldn't get all of it in.

i hope it will look seriously different once i wash it. but i need to get some bobby pins and barettes just in case.

on the bright side, girly night tonight.

everyone else needs to update. i feel sort of isolated even though i see most of you in school. and those who i don't definitely need to fill me in on anythings.


current mood: frustrated

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Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
8:51 pm - i'm not swamped, i'm deserted!
things are going pretty well. to the point of me being bored. and now my karma will suffer and something awful will happen to me. come visit me in the hospital with "don't let your karma get you down . . . don't fall off any more bridges/roofs/airplanes."
what exactly is so good? nothing in particular. it's just that it's not bad. i should try to enjoy it now before i get swamped with stuff. unless it's fun stuff. i would love to have too many things that i want to do but not in a "this is your only chance to do it" way.

i had a pasta party today. and it was fun and the food was good but i left early. am i a socially awkward person? sometimes i feel so out of place, and so open like people can read my face and tell exactly what i'm thinking and i blush pretty easily sometimes. and i feel like i have a ton of hannahs that just wait their turn to come out: there's not just one "who i am," because it depends "who i am with." and i really don't like it. it's so confusing and fake. why can't i be real?

so that's all. audience dismissed.

current mood: thoughtful

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Friday, September 29th, 2006
8:53 pm - le weekend!!
becca, here's to you my love. i'm updating. with - shout out to zoe - a pro-con list!!

-lost of homework
+no school on monday for us jewsies
-even more homework
-and no food for 24 hours on monday
+driving tomorrow
+observation tomorrow
+helped work on the float today
+ate cookies and pizza
+was able to check out a camera from photography class
-my uncle's coming to visit
+he hasn't yet arrived
+i was given two shirts today
+i was given three lovely bras mondayish
+i have a ton of clothes
-it makes me feel like an awful person for having so much
+had a race tuesday and did really well considering i haven't been running at all
-slapped adam bidwell's ass with a water bottle and now he must think i have something for him.
+but his face was priceless

i think that's everything. i'm not really sure what else to say. school is going well but i need more sleep and less homework. maybe if i wasn't in any clubs. yes, that's right. i have joined some clubs. okay so that's all.
lovelovelove hannah

current mood: silly

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Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
2:54 pm - back from vacation
i love getting home from being away. we were in nh and i'll try to get some pictures up if i can. we stayed at this fancy place called the balsams for one night and it wasn't fantabulous but it was also raining so we couldn't hike. but i did get an amazing pair of sweatpants that shrunk perfectly to fit me.

i've been trying to think of when i could have a party but i'm not so sure it'll work out not :( becca feds, when are you coming? anyway here were my ideas:

> tea party!!!
> huge party with everyone i know at the lake
> girly night (at the lake)
> semi-formal party at a rented place (haha like that would happen)
> elise told me about one time in winter when the people in her neighborhood went skating on the mill river at night and they had candles in the snow and that sounded really cool but i don't know how i could make that a party. i don't even know how to skate.
> 2007 have a sweet 17 instead next year so i have more time to get it together

okay that's all. over and out.

current mood: lazy

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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
10:18 pm - oops
the whole dasac comment from the entry that i wrote 2 seconds ago . . . nevermind. dasac's over. okay then all you dasac people, you now have no excuse.

love again, hannah

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9:56 pm - residual thoughts
here i am updating yet again - am i setting a personal record?
anyway, spent the weekend at my cottage and recieved a major sunburn which is located on my back and belly and someplace else that makes it painful to sit down or stand up or even exist at all. don't ask how i got that one. but maybe they'll turn into a tan. wouldn't that be nice?
i start driver's ed on tuesday!!!! isn't that cool??? i can get le permit september 7th SWEET SIXTEEN!!!
but aside from that and trying to coexist peacefully with a sunburn which isn't nearly as bad as i make it out to be, i'm not doing much. and i probably won't be because everyone is at dasac. but there is my little plea for people. i might actually start my summer work like stefan but not quite because he finished his during a weekedn while we were all still in school. wow. i wish i had those anti-procrastinating skills.
and finally my brother is on a roadtrip to florida which is pretty cool but i don't think that my dad will let me go on one ever even if i do get my liscense. but if i can, anyone want to come?

love, hannah

current mood: bouncy

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Thursday, July 13th, 2006
1:21 pm - this is empty-of-anything-enlightening
ahh i'm so exhausted. i wouldn't have thought that being a swimming instructor would be so difficult. and i was hoping that the other person would be . . . someone other than andrew bointon or however you spell it. i mean he's not a bad kid but he was one of aaron's friends and he's a senior so it's not that he's too old but that i'm a friend's little sister. eh. maybe next year. if i'm allowed back. one of these days, someone is going to drown.

so i need to see you guys this summer (unlike last). i'm awful with phone numbers, so if i don't call, that's the reason. i'm here in the afternoons and weekend. and becca let me know when you're coming to visit.

also, what weekends are people available? i'm trying to get a birthday party together (16!!!!) but i don't know if it will work out. and take the august session of driver's ed because that's when i'm taking it.


current mood: exhausted but not

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